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Category: Life
I confess, the man I love and am doing all this for is Michael Joseph Jackson, I didn't want to say earlier because I didn't want people to think I was just a silly fan, but since no one is reading my blogs I feel utterly safe blogging that he is my sole mate and I truly give my heart and deticate my life to him....I know what you must be thinking "you didn't even know him!" fart on that, I did know him and he knew me and I will always love him P.S he is Peter Pan, he was never a Pedophile...Never! any one who thinks he was is so stupid there is no words!
Why I love Michael.
I love Michael for so many reasons, one reason is that he loved children, regardless of what stupid people may think and he gave till it hurt, he was, in every way, the man I loved from the day my sole was created, he was funny, smart, eccentric, ingenuous, creative, he had just the right flaws, the flaws that taught me to love him all the more, the very things I needed help learning to love past... in the beginning...the very flaws I would have chosen for the man I love. I love his smile, the bands he wore on his wrists, his hair, his eyes, his laugh, the way he inspired many of my poems (Which I will soon publish) the way he inspired so much of my art, so much of what I fought to keep alive in myself, in spite of the darkness that surrounded me, I love his sole, in reading people I have felt many things, but the most beautiful thing I have felt is his beautiful sole and I knew I was right when I would look into his eyes and see such beauty, he was full of love, and joy, sorrow as well, but he loved God and that was his joy, as is mine, he loved the sea and art and learning, all the things that are beautiful to me all the things that really matter, all the things that make people like me and him happy and life is suppose to be joyous, he is and always my Peter Pan and in that...as well as in heaven, he will live forever! and I will never let him down, I will keep fighting for what I know is, was and would have been important to him